Scavenging amidst the Obliterated
What can make one Unforgotten?
Creating a history?A marvelous discovery!! That probably makes you dumbfounded. ( mind you I said unforgotten not unforgettable)
This is a mystery unbeknownst to many earthly being and hence they settle to become unforgettable to atleast someone to be precise to that"one"person.
SO,What's sooo special about the one's?
It's always the first or the foremost that's unforgettable. The very first steps, the very first word uttered by you.First's always hold a special place as the embark your victory on something but the first's aren't always the special one's, slowly in life we come to realise that not everything is achieved in the first try and our firsts slowly turn insignificant, as a matter of past they're cherished only if reminded as they're replaced by better benchmarks set in the life the overcomes the joy of the first, turning the eligibility as meeting an expectation and considering the one to meet the eligibility criteria special.
But what about the one's who have not yet found their special one or would never find one? In other words would they be obliterated just because they appreciate life for other things than what life claims it to be, and choose to live all the possible probabilities of life
So there goes a story of yet another unrequited love,the narrative has not been set to be piteous but instead it is one objective to unravel the fact that we all have a story of unrequited love!
Emotions can be viewed in million different aspects but lets presume it as a form of currency when it comes to humanity, as it is the foundation to every other relationship,
In other words every relationship is transactional on the basis of emotions
But manier times,these transactions fail!
It's not acceptable to expect reciprocation of our efforts(emotions),as when it isn't reciprocated appropriately it makes us set back our expectations.
we all have such failed transactions, Infact i've had one when i was eight quite petty as I remember my closest friend not picking me in her group when it came to a game.though age could be blamed for me being immature it was the expectations that were set high right at such a young age
Similarly the idea of finding a special one who would reciprocate more appropriately love unconditionally has been embodied in our ideas so deep that when the reality says otherwise acceptance seems undeniable yet impossible.
As adults we either become the person who would have healed our younger selves or the person that we feared.
And the beauty of understanding that we eventually become either someone we feared or prayed for , makes us our own special person don't you think so too? Though it isn't any first nor passing benchmarks, it is about a person who would definitely reciprocate our feelings and wouldn't let us down(at all times)we could live a million probabilities of ourselves and there'd still be a person to stick by.
if the heart aches about finding comfort, it eventually wins the war within and ends the search and finds its home in the bones that would carry it amidst the storms, celebrating all the first's and keeping it together till the last.
It's amidst the silence of these obliterated while i was scavenging among them that i found solace. And don't get me wrong, this isn't a end of the journey nor a solitary confinement and neither is it a melancholy, It is about a hunt and a victory,the one within all of us,a story which could never be about unrequited love if- IF it is self love.
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